This is ridiculous. Why does this keep happening?
Why do I keep allowing it to happen?
I'm usually "the rock"
The one who is always ok.
The one who is always smiling.
Always listens.
Always puts everyone elses feelings before my own.
I can't do it anymore
I can't keep pretending that this doesn't hurt
That it doesn't affect me
I lose a part myself every time I do.